| It was scary sometimes how in sync they were, Kathryn thought as she watched Tom walk up the corridor, bare moments after she herself had arrived outside BElannas door. Then she looked at his uniform and thought, maybe not. She was wearing civvies, herself: a soft cream dress with a matching jacket, and, of course, the necklace Tom had given her for Christmas. She fingered it even as she smiled at her own sentimentality.
"Waiting for me?" he teased as he reached her.
"Hoping I wasnt going to ring the chime and be answered by you in BElannas dressing gown," she shot back. Tom made a face.
"That was low. Well, shall we?" He gestured towards the door and Kathryn obligingly pressed the chime.
BElanna answered within seconds, and fully clothed, too, in a plain red dress. That beat her own record, Kathryn thought wryly - but Tom was the one who actually said it.
Kathryn shot him a dirty look and he shrugged, slightly defensive. "Well, its true."
"Its okay, Captain," BElanna said. "Ive been meaning to apologise for, um, overreacting the way I did. Oh-- come in," she added belatedly. "Anyway, I had no right to act the way I did, and I think you were more embarassed than I was." She laughed a little forcedly as she led them to the dinner table.
"Thats okay," Tom said casually, sitting down. "We got away with it on the bridge."
Kathryn choked slightly, cheeks flaming. BElanna just stared.
"Im kidding, BElanna," Tom reassured her. "Would I do a thing like-Dont answer that," he said hastily. "Would the *captain* do a thing like that?" Kathryn kicked him under the table.
BElanna looked between the two of them a moment longer, then relaxed. "I guess not," she conceded.
Kathryn didnt know whether to laugh or kick Tom again, but luckily he changed the subject before she did either.
"So, whats for dinner?" he asked innocently. "Any galette?"
"Any what?" Kathryn asked, slightly bewildered. It didnt sound like a Klingon word.
"Galette," BElanna repeated. "Its a special kind of cake for Epiphany--"
"Thats today," Tom explained, "and the cakes the coolest thing. Theres a little figurine inside and the person who finds it gets good luck for the rest of the year."
"And I didnt make you any," BElanna finished, glaring at him.
"Of course not," Tom said, slightly ruefully. "BElannas very private about her religion," he continued, undeterred. "In fact, she wouldnt even let me direct a Nativity play for the crew--"
"You only wanted to direct because you were automatically disqualified from playing a wise man or the Virgin Mary," BElanna retorted.
Tom poked his tongue out at her. Kathryn discreetly hid a smile. Well, they were *almost* getting along
They kept up the small talk as they dug into their meals, although Kathryn did notice BElanna close her eyes and mutter a quick prayer before eating. The meal was delicious; vegetable biryani, Kathryns recipe, but cooked far better than she could ever have done herself.
She was enjoying it so much that she finished it quickly, and leaned back in her chair. Tom was looking much more at ease in BElannas company, and Kathryn decided that it was time to make her escape so they could spend some time alone, as BElanna had requested. Besides, it *was* late.
"Id better head off to bed," she said casually. "Ill see you two tomorrow."
Tom practically leapt from his chair. "Ill walk you back to your quarters."
Damn. "Thats really not necessary," she said, knowing it was futile but trying anyway. "You should stay
"
"Thats okay," Tom said determinedly. "I want to."
Kathryn shot BElanna an apologetic look. Torres shrugged, saying better than words, /give him time/. "Tonight was lovely," Kathryn said aloud. "Well have to do this again sometime."
"Sure," BElanna said. "Have fun, kids."
Kathryn briefly considered poking her tongue out but decided not to sink to Toms level. "Yes, mother," she said instead, and joined Tom at the door.
"See you tomorrow," Tom said awkwardly. Kathryn waved, then they left.
"You should have stayed," Kathryn muttered as they walked to the turbolift. Tom shrugged noncommittally.
"I wasnt hungry."
Kathryn let it drop. "Deck two," she told the computer.
They walked quietly to the door of her quarters, then stood there for a moment. "Come in," Kathryn invited.
"Why?" Tom asked.
The question was too unexpected for her to think of an answer. She could only look at him dumbly and say, "I beg your pardon?"
"Why?" he repeated. "For coffee, or
something else? Its late, Kathryn. I need to know what you want from me."
Shed have been offended, but hed been right about her motives. She threw caution to the winds and looked him up and down. "Well, we could
go for three nights
"
"I dont think that would be a good idea--"
"Dont you think thats my decision to make?" Kathryn retorted, aware she was getting defensive but not quite sure how to stop it.
"Honestly? No. Kathryn
" He smiled gently. "Youre not ready for this, no matter what you think. And - quite frankly - neither am I. Look, its late, and we both need to get some sleep. Ill see you in the morning."
"Wait a minute," she said as he started to leave. "Youre *rejecting* me?"
"No!" Tom took her gently by the arms. "Listen, youre not thinking clearly right now--"
"Im not drunk, Im not under stress, Im not in pon farr," she reeled off. "*Why* wouldnt I be thinking clearly?"
"I intoxicate you," Tom said, straightfaced, then grew serious again. "Dont argue with me, Kath. Its not going to happen; not tonight, not any night soon."
Kathryn straightened slightly. "I see," she said with forced calmness. Tom sighed.
"No, you dont. Kathryn--"
"Ill see you in the morning," she interrupted, not wanting to listen anymore. She walked into her quarters before he could answer, clinging tightly to the remains of her pride.
After a moment she unfastened her necklace and flung it across the room with shaking hands. There was a clunk as the pearl hit something solid; idly, she wondered if it was damaged, and was slightly amused to find she didnt care.
So much for sentimentality. |